Personal judgment V.S. Company procedure really mind F’s you when you have to put your seatbelt on going 5 miles an hour to the house at the end of the street from the your last stop, nothing that bad can happen. Their procedure puts a lot of wear and tear on the vans and though I shouldn’t care because it isn’t coming out of my personal pocket, it makes you wonder what it costs to replace and maintain the vans. The company point system based on the driver cam is useless to personal awareness and puts my personal judgement against me. It’s not a thinking job outside of being a soft driver. Sometimes you care too much about making the delivery and as you get back in the van, it’s sitting there without the quality of a receiving human, you feel that on the inside. Or some fat persons at the door and you drop the package but you think about them bending over to pick it up so you pick it up and hand it to them because it seems rude to be that close and not hand it to them but you aren’t supposed to make contact with them unless the package requires contact so there’s a lot of mental wrestling happening when you’d rather show some manners because it’s not a hard job to hand someone their package if their looking at you from a foot away.
