Where do I begin?... I think the thing that makes me most sad when I look back on my time at Life.Church is that I didn't actually receive development opportunities like the culture there SO prides itself in creating. Their idea of development for me was "Do better. Recruit more people." And when that didn't happen, the conversation basically led to, "What's wrong with you?" Instead of embracing the gifts that I know my leadership saw in me, they criticized me and had no clue what to do with me. I still struggle most days because of being brainwashed for 2 years of my life that "This is the best place to work in the world." How do you think it felt with that firmly planted in me to essentially be told, "God must be calling you somewhere other than the best place to work in the world."