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I had a very difficult experience working here. At first I had high hopes. But things went from bad to worst so quickly. Training is not effective. The treatment I received from my manager was very toxic. Micromanaging, but yet when I asked to be trained over and over again, they just increased the amount of zoom meetings. Zoom meetings does not equal training. Very unorganized. And when I spoke to HR about it, I was disciplined. I was made aware that I was a "culture hire" and that I was hired because I "brought something different". And yes, that was told to me with a neck roll. I felt very belittled and I expressed multiple times that I felt I wasn't set up for success. Every day there was new 'assignments' to do. So on top of having to teach myself, meetings, calls, I also had meaningless assignments the manager would just create daily. Just overall overwhelming and my mental health took a huge hit. I also was informed that some people who started at the same time as me received a sign on bonus and I did not. I was also told that the reason for such my low salary was because of good company culture. I did not experience that in my role. They said there is good work/life balance. But the expectation was "start my day at 8am and work until all my task are done". I felt that my manager would nitpick with me daily. I never did anything right and he complained about every little thing. I felt very alone and depressed during my time here. I felt very blindsided by the company culture.